Sarah Grace (5): “Mommy, does pulling a tooth out hurt more than pulling out a baby?” No, child. Not quite. Being pregnant with a five-year-old is way different than going through it with an under-two-year-old. I already feel sometimes when we go out that someone is missing. I worry about my baby. I’m not an overtly anxious person. My anxieties are lingering undercurrents of thoughts that I’m not taking the time to examine and bring under Jesus’ control. So they...
Something about mommying pushes me to the end of my of myself–pretty much every day–or at least several times a day. I stay home with the kids and we’re starting homeschool in the Fall, so we’re together A LOT. I love it, I really do, and I’m so thankful for it, but it pushes all my buttons and challenges all my shiny, but fake idols that I love more than Jesus (including a desire for space and control over...
It’s been a “hard-pressed” (2 Corinthians 4:8) kind of season season. Lots of situations I have no idea how to handle or make any sense of, worries that are hard to calm or talk myself out of, not-so-beautiful stuff coming out of me. And in the middle, God whispered this: “Something beautiful is coming.” Making things beautiful and right–that’s what He does: “He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also, he has put eternity into man’s heart, yet...
